Wednesday, March 18, 2009

HAVE A GREAT WEEK!!!

Steve and I are off to play with sea creatures in the Bahamas. We have been blessed to be able to go on our first live- aboard. For a week we will be on a large ship but only two dozen divers. We will be able to dive about 5 times a day including night dives. No dragging our stuff to the boat and off and back to where ever. I'll post our adventures when we return.

Now, on to what I have been thinking about for some time. I saw a story about a young girl who was mentally handicapped, stunted in her abilities just because she was not nurtured as a babe and continually ignored til her early teens. She was unable to walk, eat by herself, was in diapers. Yet, there were times she just sat and rocked. I got to thinking how rocking can be soothing. She seemed to find solace in her rocking and who is our Rock - Yahshua. She may not have been nurtured by human touch but was she rocked in the arms of a Messenger? The Hebrew root word for rock is tsur which has a meaning of refuge. We are the children of Yahweh and our children are given to us as surrogates for Him. So.... if the children are in the hands of unloving parents, does he rock them? Go to 1Corinthians 10:4 and all drank the same spiritual drink. For they drank of that spiritual Rock that followed,and the Rock was Messiah.

Yahweh's children are ours - it is our responsibility to be watchmen for all the lost children.

Saturday, March 14, 2009

sleepless in colorado

Alas, another sleepless night. I wonder if it is the full moon? Maybe I should stop trying to sleep and give in to the desire to howl? I have tried to deep breathe, empty my on going brain, count sheep, drink milk what can be left? There is always looking forward to when this ends and I return to good sleeping. Could it be that sleeping is overrated? It is a very lonely time when the house is quiet, not even the husband snoring. Or the dogs. Farewell again as I try again.

Thursday, March 5, 2009

MY LIFE HAS CHANGED
I thank my Elohim for these changes as only He has allowed me to open my eyes to complete these changes and to see the changes in others. Of course, this all is on going in my life. But, because He is great I am constantly given confirmations, sometimes in the strangest ways.

His greatest gift is children as they give us such wisdom just by watching and listening. An example; my daughter and son-in-law were very typical young adults living their life in a good and excellent way but..... they were still in that place of me, me, me. Then Yahweh gives them a gift, Samantha, who entirely changes who they used to be. Now, they are parents caring for a little one totally dependent on them and they on each other for comfort and support. Wow, a miracle begets a miracle. He is awesome! Samantha is blessed having the loving parents she has, infact when I look at her I think of the children that are not being nurtured as she is being loved, this breaks my heart but there is a plan. I pray that all will treasure the gift given to them.

As a mother, I am very blessed with both my daughters, we are able to talk to each other and safely express ourselves. It is not that it may take more than a moment to hear the other and that passion creeps in, but much sooner than later, we hear each other and are able to move on in a loving way.

My one daughter has medical issues, diabetes, and more has arisen such as a blood clot in the brain. As we all want to ask, why me? That is something that may not be answered or you can find an answer through all the tribulations. When she was in the hospital with the clot she asked my why? What came to my mind was, " You are in icu but because the good doctors found this early on, you were in here coherently and walking. You were not in any pain. Could it be that those good nurses and doctors were always dealing with dying and or very grouchy patients and you were a light for them for those three days? You were courteous, kind and loving towards them and maybe they needed a light in what can seem like darkness." I don't know what lies ahead for my daughter but I know that she is a blessing to me and others. Amie found her love early on and for this I am grateful as she was cared for by her parents and now her husband has taken over and I FEEL SAFETY FOR HER.

Last but not least, my husband for 33 years. Together we raised two beautiful daughters and many animals were loved by us. He is a psalms 1 man to the utmost. We are like minded in the scriptures, what a blessing we have in our same beliefs. He loves me and I love him.

My life has changed because I opened my heart , saw with my eyes and heard with my ears. I was living a lie handed down through centuries but not now. Praise Yahshua He is my Salvation.