Thursday, March 5, 2009

MY LIFE HAS CHANGED
I thank my Elohim for these changes as only He has allowed me to open my eyes to complete these changes and to see the changes in others. Of course, this all is on going in my life. But, because He is great I am constantly given confirmations, sometimes in the strangest ways.

His greatest gift is children as they give us such wisdom just by watching and listening. An example; my daughter and son-in-law were very typical young adults living their life in a good and excellent way but..... they were still in that place of me, me, me. Then Yahweh gives them a gift, Samantha, who entirely changes who they used to be. Now, they are parents caring for a little one totally dependent on them and they on each other for comfort and support. Wow, a miracle begets a miracle. He is awesome! Samantha is blessed having the loving parents she has, infact when I look at her I think of the children that are not being nurtured as she is being loved, this breaks my heart but there is a plan. I pray that all will treasure the gift given to them.

As a mother, I am very blessed with both my daughters, we are able to talk to each other and safely express ourselves. It is not that it may take more than a moment to hear the other and that passion creeps in, but much sooner than later, we hear each other and are able to move on in a loving way.

My one daughter has medical issues, diabetes, and more has arisen such as a blood clot in the brain. As we all want to ask, why me? That is something that may not be answered or you can find an answer through all the tribulations. When she was in the hospital with the clot she asked my why? What came to my mind was, " You are in icu but because the good doctors found this early on, you were in here coherently and walking. You were not in any pain. Could it be that those good nurses and doctors were always dealing with dying and or very grouchy patients and you were a light for them for those three days? You were courteous, kind and loving towards them and maybe they needed a light in what can seem like darkness." I don't know what lies ahead for my daughter but I know that she is a blessing to me and others. Amie found her love early on and for this I am grateful as she was cared for by her parents and now her husband has taken over and I FEEL SAFETY FOR HER.

Last but not least, my husband for 33 years. Together we raised two beautiful daughters and many animals were loved by us. He is a psalms 1 man to the utmost. We are like minded in the scriptures, what a blessing we have in our same beliefs. He loves me and I love him.

My life has changed because I opened my heart , saw with my eyes and heard with my ears. I was living a lie handed down through centuries but not now. Praise Yahshua He is my Salvation.

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